I can't care

     I laughing but its not suppose to, i listened to them and wonder why i can't be like them? i don't talk to much lately. i see people, they have things they like and pursue it as hard as they can. i know what i want but lately time, space, words seem to bring me down. Ahh they won't make me down. hahaha
   
    Last time, somebody talked me.."you immature" i think that person judging on what i acting on. My posts on the Facebook really work. But its just sad, i can't be that person. whose really take things to the fullest. Last Mid semester breaks all people i known off to their hometown, the house eventually silence, its too silence until i can hear the refrigerator cooling sound.

   i guess that Mid semester break difference than last time. Last time i don't felt so lonely. Fortunately my housemate took me to enjoy even it is for a day. Silence really make you think. "What IF" that words playing and make you thinking deeper.

   "What If" really make us thinking. =)
Even so, we try anything and everything to be strong.. we just human hahah that for sure.