Plan

  For the next to come, I have done my planning to reach things i wanted. The first thing i should do is not to follow people. panic, emm now i never panic on something that should not. Back stabbing people, Emm haha i love the game, They dont know me yet because i am the creater of the game before. Afraid, emm, Nope, maybe a bit.
 
  Im not gonna make the same mistake, The first thing i should have are books. It's hard, previous Semester i did not have any books for myself. Hard semester for me the though. Thankful to my roommates, friends and lecturers for giving help and make me understand even deeper.

  2nd, Do thing i have plan from the beginning, Yeah, it is for my own survival. hopefully it will work and God approve it. I don't want to make my family in trouble or burden them. Its hard to see them like that. Hopefully i can do it well and achieve things i want without troubling anyone.

    More active for the coming semester.. hahahah thats my aim!

sometime

  Smile me, there is u. cave that who other then smile, so u just find it in no light. Each days i have found myself stuck. Sometime i like it, because it challenge me a lot. But there is something make me stuck even deeper than problems i had. Noo i won't called it problem. I called it something. Words, treats, stabbing, these i can handle it on my own. it is easy, because i really good at it. But there is something i cannot handle, because it hard, enough to make me mad. i asked myself, Should you be mad?. No, because it is not my rule, nor my ways. Now its effecting my studies. So sad, breath you. find your way to be you. emm, it's ok. i am strong no matter what. Hopefully i found my strength back.

   Far from this, i will do what ever it take to survive. i hope someone will help me through with these. i think it is enough for me to be alone going through all of it. Family and friends you are my wonderful.