So cold but so Sweet

   Today, when i'm in class, i saw smile, laughter and loud voices from friends. Like always i sit down and looked at them. But now things difference. The voices sounded difference to me.

   I guess they finally found their own group and speaking their own languages. Kinda sad. "What ever!" this is the words that's suppose to be in my mind.

  Yes... these kind of thought is so cold. I hope i found sweetness from this coldness look's.

New way...

Paths, it is hard to determine. Some say it easy to understand once you see it clearly. My life now seem to be interesting. nahh, i am doing well. No matter what will come to me or obstacles  that i have to face, i will be strong.

    Future, emm, a lot to come and a lot to lose. when the time come i will ready.haha i always ready. it is been a long time i have changed. So do people around me. Even though it's hard to admit but i will understand deeply. Changing is not a bad thing but it is a must so we able to take care of our self.
 
    Scare isn't it.

Moment that i glad.

The sounds, i listen it with my heart. deep in my thought i feel relief. God really answer my called. It's been few days we didn't talk as always. After this, i hope i can create my distance. I hurt because of it, but it's ok. i did it because i am not worth. You, someone who i should not betray, destroy or make u sad.

    I guess we taught each other so many lessons. OK.. this time i will be powerful and i hope we will be successful and chase our dream together.