sometime

  Smile me, there is u. cave that who other then smile, so u just find it in no light. Each days i have found myself stuck. Sometime i like it, because it challenge me a lot. But there is something make me stuck even deeper than problems i had. Noo i won't called it problem. I called it something. Words, treats, stabbing, these i can handle it on my own. it is easy, because i really good at it. But there is something i cannot handle, because it hard, enough to make me mad. i asked myself, Should you be mad?. No, because it is not my rule, nor my ways. Now its effecting my studies. So sad, breath you. find your way to be you. emm, it's ok. i am strong no matter what. Hopefully i found my strength back.

   Far from this, i will do what ever it take to survive. i hope someone will help me through with these. i think it is enough for me to be alone going through all of it. Family and friends you are my wonderful.