As i go

     Bit by bit, i felt that the eyes stared at me. Sound and whisper behind me, its like knife were after me. that place full of loneliness. They think i didn't see or not knowing. hahah, I know, i listen, i observe, anyway i won't judge or i won't nagging because we grown people, we have to know whats the best. After all, things will change instantly.

    Time won't wait and i should do the same, i should live to the fullest, i wont cried for any bad decisions. From now on, Things gonna hurt you more, remember you made a promise, that promise is the best. As you go, take and give everything you can, spent it as much as you can, gain as much as you can.

    Family, Friends and Events i shall treasured it. Life goes only once. I don't believe "The End" but i do believe time for each people will eventually stop.

    From my heart, now, it felt so lonely but not empty as i do everything to make myself happy, but still that loneliness filling my heart. I know why, haha that just my selfishness to get something. I guess i got jealous when i heard people talking about love, about how much they want to get love and be loved. And me, i still the same. i listen to them and then help them. But i wonder, will they help me when i really in that situation? 

   

    So silly of me to ask that question haha, even myself laugh if ask my friends that selfish question. haa Don't you felt tired thinking things that unworthy. Ohh i guess because of my age, i start to think of something. I think because of age people change. They begin to think about "ultimate sharing" and also they start to think of finding someone that able to hear their heart.

   For now, "you" don't ever share you problem, as you yourself can see no one will able to understand it. You shall do things that make you happy and in the same time don't  be drifted. Don't ever sad because its not worthy. keep that sadness for something that far important. Don't run away, just tell straight to their face if they ask you. Don't lied but you can lie if you have too haha.

  "You" must be careful because as the world spinning, everything can destroy you. Be MEAN, that worth to  do.