I decided not to tell......

i hope it(can't tell who) will understand.....this is a piece within my heart that i can't tell.but i choose to let it go here....
      i fall in love with judas which has jesus in it heart's.the one who i fell for is someone who far better.
one looked and i think,am i worth it?,should i say something?,should i tell?..

 NO!....just like WHAT i said."im decided not to tell.

   WHY??
because i'm not worth it for it
because i don't have the right to do so
because i choose to be the shadow..
because it have something to cling to, which is better then me.
because it have something to chase and i don't have the right to change it/or to stop it.
because i don't want to be the one who make it believe that sin can be alter.
because i don't want to ruin the things that already build..

   it is ok for me...being the shadow is enough and just to believe in it is far worth it then telling and dealing with the consequences.

i use "it" i don't mean animal/object ok...

by doing this..i so proud because i protecting it.