Promise, i shall granted on own.

 Months ago, i promised something to myself. "I know it will killed you". Its better this way because i don't wont to harm you.

 I do everything to make sure myself to stop. Someday you will understand my selfishness. You hold on to something bigger than me. i won't disturb that moments. I know, its nice to love or be loved but i won't do it if it for you. 

 Well, let go nice things because you have important things that far precious than me.

Life is beautiful without me. you will see me acting cruel, mad, and worst, i seem don't care. Time killing you, moments will make you lost and everything will killed your heart if i keep the way like before. 

  TO me, the worst things i don't want to do is killing you slowly with nice moments.

I don't care and it worth to you.